And I miss…
Hello to my friends at the Vic…I do miss you guys and don’t know anyone yet at my coffee shop here, though the crowd looks totally comparable…ok, so not really.. you guys are you guys.. it’s called The Lighthouse. Great coffee, great staff and they make the stuff right there…blogs are stupid/ok I’m writing one..a glass of red wine and dinner is in the oven. with friends here..my view is amazing from my apt. I am really thankful. I was walking for hours today when I thought “I want to go home.” And it really feels like home already except you guys arn’t there … and so it is not .. home. My friend and former now to be present bass player is making me a HUGE table. we went to the lumber yard and got some birch for the top, cedar for the legs…I walk over here and watch him build it in the early evenings. the sea is in view. the mountains are in view. the world is still cracking at the seams. I sometimes feel scared for all of us. I pray for brilliance, for surprise ideas, for tangible expressions of love and redemption, for a way to say something in a way that wraps the love of God around all of us…for a sign of land on our little ship. I think of you. I miss you and I pray for you-all by name. It’s ok if you don’t believe in God 
I do and I believe this is enough sometimes. Peace guys…someone give Max and Bea a squish for me. Tell them Deb sends them something ridiculous to say or look at…tell them I will always love them and they have a home here with me-always.Take care of each other. love to you. deb